other news

I found out that a lot friends have gotten married while on the mission. i was at general conference sat about 20 feet away from the entrance where the general authorities enter the conference center. I also was able to see my brother, possibly for the last time. It was pretty good to see him.
Its a huge possibility of me returning to Utah to live out here, its pretty certain. I found a place where to live, yet ill need to find a job and apply for school out here. California is all good but it doesn't have anything that makes me want to stay out there besides my family and the beach. The mission has taught me alot of life and how to prepare myself more for the opportunities/trail that will come. I wonder how it will all be like when I return on the 27th of Oct. my brother will be gone on his mission, my family the same, and I alone for "awhile". Its bad thinking about it, yet im here sick and not being able to go outside. So we'll see.

Sickness

Im sick and here with a sick missionary been thinking alot of what will come in a couple months. Being released, possiblity of going back to utah to visit ppl within a short time...
May is here tomorrow. 5months to go.
I feel exhausted mentally and physically. Tomorrow we were suppose to have a baptism but he never made it to the interview. The area that im in has a lot of latinos yet none want to listen...its depressing.
Members dont have time to help majority work like crazy. A week ago two houses down from me around 11 pm SWAT showed up. I wasnt surprised it looks like either a brothel or crackhouse. Other than that the weather in utah is crazy and its driving me nuts, sunny day n in 2 hours later there are a lot of thunderstorms.